This morning I cleaned Lexi's nose with my finger. This got me thinking about how so much has changed. I would have never imagined in my wildest dreams that I would put my finger in someones nose...and be excited when I caught something! I have done a few other "momisms" including, licking my finger then rubbing something off of Lexi's face, called Jason in the room to share the sight of a dirty diaper, skipped workouts and meals in order to stare at Lexi sleeping, looked only at the baby section of a store, and this morning when Jason left for a road trip I shed tears for her because I know she will miss him, but does not understand that he left. My world has changed. I love my new world. I can't wait to experience all the other "momisms" that come my way.
Sometimes when life seems hard, sad, or stressful, I like to just stop for a moment and find something happy or peaceful. This evening, Lexi and I were driving home and we noticed the beautiful sunset. I stopped so we could take a picture on my phone. When I look at the sky and it looks like this, it makes me think of the loved ones we have lost and are now in Heaven. Instead of feeling sadness, I feel comfort they are in their forever home in the arms of Jesus. I'm thankful to have to ability to remember and the faith to feel comfort. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
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